Unhealthy

I was so moodless today. Symptoms of deprivation. I feel much better now, still, addictions are unhealthy. It would be best to get rid of it.

Control

not by forcing actions, but by manipulating desires.

If you

wake up on Saturday afternoon, gorge on dimsum, go home and drink lots of Coke, then take a 3 hour nap, you will wake up feeling fat.

Start again

Working out. I realize that when I stop exercising I start to play more pointless online games. This might have something to do with how efficient I am resulting in huge amounts of free time with nbtd.

So because I don't want to spend so much time in front of the computer, and because I wanna have freaky veins on my abs, I've started working out again. Hohoho.

Cough, cough, cough

So fine, I'm not Jared. I just hijacked his blog because I made mine invisible to the general public. I was afraid of being stalked, you see, which is really weird because normally, I'm the one who stalks. I don't get stalked.

But despite not having a blog anymore, I still feel this compulsive need to share my thoughts with the world. Call me narcissistic. I suppose I am. Even my paranoia stems from narcissism.

The only active blog I have now (yes, I had/have many) is my booklog, which I've only recently started and is not that personal. Plus my name isn't on it so even if people google my name, it won't turn up. Yes!!

I must admit though, that one of the things that I like best about blogging is the layout bit. I like finding the perfect layout for my blog. And then I like tweaking and customizing it till it's shaped into what I want it to be. Playing around with the codes and whatever, it's like writing poetry. I love Minima on Blogger.

It occurs to me suddenly that I can tweak Jared's blog. His only condition is that I keep the header image. :)

What I ate today.

For breakfast, 5 nuggets and 7 onion rings from the Fried Food Lady at uni. No, I don't know the real name of the place.

I felt really poor after that expensive breakfast (rm6) I didn't feel like spending much during lunch so I endured being the 5th wheel during lunch to have some of Rachel's leftover veggies.

A bit later, I watched an episode of HowIMetYourMother with Charmain while having her apple, and 2 bites of her awesome Ham, Cheese + Salad sandwich. We hid in a corner of the aquarium. I think she got a thrill from breaking the no-food-in-the-library rule.

At 2, I had my third lunch, that sugar toast from the vending machine, and Rachel's leftover potato rostie.

When I got home, I realized that I wouldn't be able to have dinner with my family, because bball training starts 30 mins after our dinnertime. So I scavenged and found 4 McDonald's nuggets and some fries, and half a yao chua kai and a ham chim peng.

Whoo.

Another one early

Hehe. Think I could get used to this.

Freeloader

I have not been sleeping well, my dreams have been...intense, lately, and I feel tired during the day... I slept earlier than usual last night, and I woke up too early, I heard my mom feeding Jacob and I remembered her talking about how at 6 a.m. it's feeding time for him and he knows it, if he doesn't get his food he'll make some noise... I thought to myself... what a freeloader. Pets are such freeloaders, they just use up resources and don't give anything back... then I stopped and thought... oh what the hell... what about me?

"I feel like I know you"

is such a retarded line.

Why does it even work? It's an insult! It's says that you're simple, and one-dimensional.


I'd much rather spend a lifetime figuring you out.

I finished an assignment early!

I wanted to try being hardworking and studious so I started my assignment early, and... I have finished early! The only other time I've finished an assignment before the due date itself is that time last year, when the lecture was so unbearably boring that I just stopped going and didn't hear the announcement that we got an extension.

It took me a week though... >.<"

Hard to work without that last-minute pressure.

Slurp Slurp.

I've noticed a trend on television and films lately. It's not only the female body that is objectified. Male bodies are increasingly displayed on purpose, and the quality of these male bodies have increased as actors strive to be presentable. I think it's because the entertainment industry isn't just catering to men anymore. The "male gaze" doesn't work today because women are just as powerful as consumers in this age. Mmm.

Life is a joke

It's amusing, it's entertaining. You gotta learn to see the humor, in existence. Life is a grand joke, and it's damn funny.


=D

It's a promise.

When you don't know which path to choose, let me come along, cause even if you're wrong, I'll stand by you.

On-Off

Better to be pissed off than pissed on.

Unless you're the kind that enjoys a nice warm piss shower.

Being angry isn't that fun. Your face gets all scrunched up and unattractive, and you become a lot more stupider.

Sigh. Brain is dead. Wanna wrestle. Don't wanna think.

Social rule b.99.1

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According to Rachel, I'm "Soft".

According to Rachel, I'm "Soft" when I take shots (in bball). Maybe it's revenge for the way I keep telling everyone, "SHE SHOOTS LIKE A GUY". Haha. I think she means I look relaxed though.

I got a huge carpet burn on Wednesday when Cheng Hong was riding me in the CF room.

There... is ooze coming out of it now. The carpet burn.

More RAKs

I did two really Random ones yesterday. Haha. I didn't have to go out of my way, but I actually had to give up something. 60 sens, and having to smell like garbage.

Felt pretty good.