Does "true love" sometimes mean losing yourself?

What is your Self? Who are you? What makes you you? Name, nationality, sex, personality, history, etc?...

Who you are now, will not be who you are by the end of this sentence. Every second, you grow one second older, your cells die, your hair grows. Everything that you do will change you, even doing Nothing. You read an article that states an opinion on a subject that changes your opinion, did you not just lose a part of yourself? But you would have also gained something new.

The change that comes with true love will always be welcome, wanted. True love always means losing yourself. But it will also mean finding your Self.

When the Music Fades

Two men. One woman. She looks like a whore. It's getting violent. I don't think they're going to pay her.

Doo doo dee doo ba dee doo dee doo ba...

I hum the meaningless tune as I punch the first one. Right straight. Pow. Dad taught me how to punch. Damn, too strong, now my hand's stuck in his head. I push him off. There's a squelchy sound.

Doo doo dudu bee, squelch.

The second one finally realizes what he's up against and tries to run off, but the stupid bastard forgets that his pants are still around his ankles, and he trips. I grab his shoulders before he falls, spin him around. His penis is all shriveled up. Yeah, he's scared alright.

Mom taught me that when you knee someone in the balls, you don't aim for the balls. You go for the bastard's heart, and you get your knee there, through his crotch.

Doo deedee doo, crunch... Drip drip drip.

Hmph. Didn't get to the heart. I dropped the hunk of meat.

"You didn't have to kill them. Knock them around a little, then I take my money," the woman girl said as she searched the first body.

I was going to self-righteously reply that I did it because they were going to Rape Her, but the truth was, I just wasn't used to my new strength. But only for the first guy. The second, I don't know... the sight of him with his pants around his ankles, and his shriveled dick really annoyed me.

"Uh... Umm. Take care, good citizen!" I exclaimed as I shot up into the sky.

Doo deedly dee, whoosh!


Yeah. This is the best. Floating up here. Peaceful. The noise of the world is muted.

*Sniff* Damn. I have intestine on my jeans.

Would you rather be a Lion or a Hippo?

The Lion is so strong and cool, and majestic too, of course everyone would rather be a Lion, right? But... little birds don't rest on the Lion's fangs.

Yeah, manga inspires me so much. I just finished reading Zatch Bell! So awesome. But what am I going to do with my free time now?

Unu! Time to get even stronger! Two weeks has passed and I've exercised everyday. Time to up the "discipline". Starting tomorrow I'm going to wake up at 6 everyday. Yeah.

I've started coaching my brother's high school basketball team. It's every Tuesday after school! Besides reading manga and books, and playing L4D2, I've not been doing anything else. Hmmm. Holidays. Hehe.

Blogging once a week is not so bad. My next posts will be the 2 Writer'sGroup topics I've not completed! I'll do them for sure. Yes I will.

A week has passed...

Indeed, this blog has not been very active. I am sorry. I have not found the mood to write, indeed, I have barely had any thoughts worth sharing, and the little that I have had, I have shared with my sister, who has put them into words much more eloquently than I ever could (unless I tried hard).

I have a resolution this year, that I have kept, unlike the resolutions of years past. A week is already a record.

"To live a disciplined life"

It's vagueness allows me to define exactly what a disciplined life means. As of now, it means that I exercise, everyday. Soon, waking up early will be added in. =)

How to get a flat belly. Without going out of your way to exercise.

1. Never use the elevator. Running up takes the same time.

2. Eat just enough to stop being hungry. You'll save money too.

3. Suck in your belly, bringing your belly button as close to your spine as you can, and hold it there while taking 10 breaths or more. Repeat whenever free. It helps. Somehow.

4. Sleep earlier. Avoid midnight munchies.

5. Drink more water. Avoid water retention. If your body gets water constantly, it is more willing to let go.



TRUST ME! I know it works cause I've tried it! Cheng Hong this is for you!